They're all Judas , with my deep apologies to Judas !

Among the twelve apostles of Jesus of Nazareth , the name of Judas Iscariot was the most shiny and popular through the centuries , with all my Egyptian respect to Simeon of Jerusalem .
Well of course judas didn't gain the so called popularity for being one of the bravest jewish rebels at the time , but for playing a main effective role in the "Christian" story of Jesus , that I will spotlight on now as a story only . 

Judas was said to have betrayed his master and sold him to the roman and the jewish priests for a bag of golden coins...the plan was that the Roman soldiers would go during supper and Judas would tell them the details and also point at jesus so that they'd know him - '' according to the catholic version of the story '' , that was known as the last supper...jesus didn't speak much during that supper...his twleve apostles were wondering..but he did break the silence with a phrase or two , the most important two of them were : '' it'd be one of those who are present , there shall be woe to the man who betrays the Son of Man! It would be better for him if he had not been born '''...eleven were amazed and of course the 12th had different feelings and fears inside . After this Simeon of Jerusalem says that he'd never abandon jesus even if everyone else did , and there comes the second important phrase by jesus : ''you'd deny me thrice before the cock had crowed twice '' ( which means before Dawn i guess ).
Things go fast after this..the two phrases come true...Judas betrays..Simeon denies and the cock crowed more than twice...
Everything i mentioned in the story above might be well known , But here comes the side of the story that has always stopped me , ..Judas feels guilt and shame...Satans make it like hell for him...he returns the money...he kills himself..yes yes..he kills himself...he hangs himself on a tree..OMG this sounds familiar to me...is that called '' CONSCIOUS '' !! oh my my !! thaT'S the word ! CONSCIOUS..it existed even in Judas !! and that's why he's kinda respected after everything...JUDAS..the icon of treason and betrayal had an alive conscious....
We had more than a Judas in the 20th and 21st centuries...but with no conscious...maybe they don't deserve to be called '' Judas ''
Judas....
I'm sorry , they don't have the conscious you had...
Consider this note dedicated to you wherever your place is , i'll just mention few examples..smaller examples for those who don't even deserve to be Judas...for those who shoud have gained the bad biographies of traitors through all over those centuries...not you.

Judas II : Brutus :
The faithful servant of Jules Ceasar , or so did he call himself...his hands would be stained forever for one of the most effective betrayals in the history...the map of the world , terms of power and leadership would have been changing a lot if Brutus didn't do what he did .

Judas III : a recent president of a recent country in the recent world who gave the enemies for dollars what they couldn't have with guns and planes , blood and skulls...he gave them more than what they'd ever dream of...history never forgets...next generations will remember and damn him everyday , a look around would be enough for them to bring it all up...do u know him like I do ???

Judas IV : Sergant Mourad Paca Jamal :
He's not famous at all , actually no one knows him..He was a Turkish Officer in the Egyptian army during the famous Oraby Rebelion..he joined..he gained trust..and then his role came to betray ..and as a result , his colleagues were slaughtered , his leader Orabi was captured and Egypt fell between the claws and fangs of Grait Britain for more than seventy years .

Judas V : a small local Judas..who's still alive..and the treason is kinda fresh.
a Vice president of an Egyptian local political party..the president is in jail for no reason but for representing one of the most true schools of Opposition that exist in Egypt. the vice president betrayed...burned the properties of the party..burned even the personal office of the party's president while his wife was in.....not a famous Judas...but a very typical one


If i kept listing it'll take ages and ages and ages and books...the aim was just to list few examples who should at least carry some of that heavy load that JUDAS ISCARIOT kept carrying for more than two thousand years....


Nosair VII